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Hello,
Welcome to my page. I am a single woman who loves a good performance both on and off the stage. I am trying my hand at writing an erotic novel, perhaps you will read it some day. I also love to laugh. Where it is appropriate of course. I do my best to live my life with no regrets and my relationships are the most precious things to me.
I have been interested in Bondage and Submission since I was a . I then discovered my submissiveness on a much more intimate level a few years ago. "That melted, peaceful, dreamy state, that state of grace". I played with one Dominant for a brief period of time.
However I went through a spiritual crisis of sorts, unable to marry my spirituality and this part of myself. Now I am a little bit older, a little bit wiser and a little more mature. Understanding that I am who I am and that I am not made wrong for the lifestyle I am meant to be in.
So I am starting again. Dipping my toes in the waters of my deep desires. By day I am a confident, fun loving, easy going, busy, professional woman. Behind closed doors I am a submissive woman who wants to please and be pleasing to. A woman who wants to relinquish control and give it away to MY worthy Dominant.
"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take each moment. It is measured by the number of moments in our life that take our breath away."
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My Ideal Person:
First I want to say that if you cannot touch my mind you will not touch anything else. I am looking for an emotional/spiritual connection with someone. Not just a physical one. I give the gift of submission. Possibly the most valuable thing I have to offer anyone. And I will only give it to someone who proves they deserve it.
I am looking for someone who is clear that they are the Dominant one. I am not for the faint of heart. My desires run very deep, not just a cute spanking to spice up the bedroom. I want to be able to look up at the man who is Dominating me with complete vulnerability and trust. Unsure of what might happen next. Feeling the mixture of anxiety and excitement. Holding onto the knowledge that I will not be betrayed. I will not be forsaken.
I want to be able to live this lifestyle where and when I can. As small as a simple email message reminding me of the One who is in control, to my complete surrender, bound and gagged, and a safe word to protect us both.
I am not a slave. That is not my vocation. I want to submit but I do not want to live my life in servitude. I want to please and be pleasing to, but I do not endeavor to have a Master beyond the one I choose to call God.
I simply want to submit. Allow a man to own me for a certain time. To control me for a certain time. To take me places I have only fantasized about. To shower me with affection after I have gone farther than I ever have for him. Only for him. I am very willing to be exclusive with the right person.
I also like to be Daddy's babygirl. I identify with the age of a teenager. Old enough to know and enjoy what Daddy does to me and what he wants to do to me, but still innocent enough for Daddy to corrupt me. The three most powerful words I long to hear are "Daddy's got you." And nothing thrills me more or sends me deep into submission than saying "Oh Daddy."
And one other thing if I may. If you can't handle the worst of me then you don't deserve to have the best of me 
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